"Seven deadly sins don't even get 'em all, | and lyin' to yourself; the biggest of 'em all."
O.K. if we were to get unnecessarily deep, we could say that we are all dying. Every day that goes by, we get closer to 💀 . #True 🙃 I'm not trying to go there. Let's keep it simple. It just happens to work extra well as a metaphor because I have cancer. 🙄 #Whatevs. Use what you got, right?
I've been ill the last couple of days. Don't worry, I'm fine. Turns out, it's just illness caused by stress, too much caffeine, etc... I got a Rx. I'll be fine. #NoteTaken 📑 body.
with my current "C-word" (😷cancer) situation, it's easy to let the mind wonder. I'm glad it did. I tend to not worry about things too much, but I've been responding the exact opposite this last month. I've been stressing hardcore while being stretched😖 all kinds of ways. Today, while on my way to the doctor, I had this thought for the first time.
- "I don't want to die."☠
I even went so far as to say it out loud. I haven't said or thought this at all through my journey with cancer. Plans have been made and I'm in execution mode. I have to take conscious responsibility for my present actions so I can have future ones.
Challenge has me pinned between breakthrough and mistakes.
The challenge is being honest with myself, and using it to make a well informed plan of action.
I WILL break through & so will you.
Love you all.